-Monday, February 28, 2005-
biaggio
bIaggIo's bdae...
aLsO wEnt tO dUomO aftEr skuL
tO buY aSmaE's gIfT...
bOugHt a dVd of eRos 3 houRs cOnceRt..
hahaha!!
damn... am fiNisHing all of mah savinGs
On bUyiNg all dIz bdae gifTs..
hahaha...
almOst alL of d pEoPLe i nOe
are feb. ceLebranTs...
hahaha...
nOe waT dEy saY bOut daT?!
hahaha!!!
aNywaY...
haD tO gO ouT anD havE dinneR
wiD dEm.. bUt i waS toO damN LazY...
hehehe...
t'waS sO nIcE Of dEm tO briNg
sOme shiz stuffs fOe mE..
hahaha!!
signed,
who deemed @ 11:33 PM
-Sunday, February 27, 2005-
survey..
okei... the result of being so damn bored... hahaha!!!
1. Nainlove ka na ba? ** uu nmn... ket ikaw inde pah?!
2. Ilan taon ka nung 1st tym mo mainluv? ** i was fourteen or fifteen..
3. Sino First luv mo? ** umm... he's happily committed at d mOmeNt... sO letz jUz leave it, aite?! ;)
4. Pano mo nasabing inluv ka nga? ** i jUz felt dat i waS...
5. In luv ka ba ngayon? ** yes and no.. actUally am in d procesS of falling out of it..
6. nasaktan ka na ba becoz of love? ** hahaha... yeah...
7. Luv ka ba nman ng taong love mo? ** he did... bUt i guess it wasnt really meant tO be...
8. Nasubukan mo na bang mainluv nang sobra2x? ** yeah, oNcE..
9. ano kaya mong gawin for the sake of love? ** everything dat i can... i sed "that i can" ... so, dnt expect too much..
10. Kung meron aagaw sa luv mo ipaglalaban mo ba? ** depende... kung gusto nyang ipag laban ko sha... bka nmn kc gus2 nyang magpa-agaw eh... lol
11. Are you willing to take the pain just to let him/her love you? ** yeah... i guess.. i am.. nOt really sUre...
12. Nasubukan mo na magmahal pero hindi ka minahal? ** yes and no... i mean at first we tot dat he did... den he suddenly realized dat he wasnt... hahaha!! =p
13. Kung lilipat ng lugar yung mahal mo willing ka bang sumama? ** at the mOmenT inde... maybe in a couple of years... id be.. juZ nOt nOw...
14. kung papipiliin ka wealth or love? ** a lil bit of bOth... cnt really live w/o d other...
15. Do you believe in love at 1st sight? ** absolutely nOt... datz juz plain ridicUluos...
16. Are you willing to die for love? ** depends... really...
17. Anong kaya mong ioffer sa taong mahal mo? ** everything dat i have..
18. Hapi ba sya ngayon sa piling mo? ** hapi sha sa piling ng mahal nya... i hope.. havnt really tOkeD to him since we parted ways...
19. Kaw hapi ka ba ngayon sa kanya? ** im oK.. w/o him...
20. Kung bibigyan ka ng pagkakataon magwish about love ano yun? ** i wish... uuummm... i wish evryone wil fynd lOvE...
21. Yung bf/gf mo ngayon tingin mo siya na yung taong para sayo? ** bf?! huh?! nasan?! sino?! alen?! kelan?! *beh-lattttttt!!!!* hahaha!!
22. ngkaron ka na ba ng bf/gf na hindi mo mahal? ** sOrT oF... as in he was a sOrt of a bF... but wasnt oFficially my bf... get me?!
24. Nakita ka na ba umiyak ng mahal mo? ** yes!
25. Showy ka ba paginlove ka? ** in my owN wayS... yes! gO asK dem... hahaha!! =p
26. Ilang beses ka na nainluv? ** tWiCe oR thRiCe... nOt a 100% sUre wId onE of dEm hOmMieS... lol.. ;)
27. matagal ka ba mainluv? ** unfOrtunately [for me] yes...
28. Gano kayo katagal di nagpapansinan pagnagaaway kayo ng taong mahal mo? ** minsan hours lng... minsan mOnths... oNce it eVen lasteD a wHolE year... hahaha
29. Kaya mo bang tiisin na di kayo? ** yes! inde nmn tlga kame eh... bwahahahah!!!
30. Sino yung masuwerteng taong mahal mo ngayon? ** wla nga eh... hanap mo kaya akoh... LOL... va-vush!!!
signed,
who deemed @ 10:07 PM
-Saturday, February 26, 2005-
bout love...
hhhmmm.. sumting i wrote on one of my sleepless nyts... two or three weeks ago....
hay... and so i kip on saying na hindi nya ko mahal... but hu am i really trying convince u or myself...?? i kip telling mah self dat i dnt luv u no more... but i stil cnt stop toking bout you... hu am i kidding?! damn!!
we by nature are masochist... khit inde pa natin aminin... we both know that we are... wen we fall inlove wid sum1 and not sure on wat dat ader person feels... kahit obvious na, na mahal ka din nya... ng-iimbento ka pa din ng mga "films" sa utak mo na may mahal shang iba... para tayong kumuha ng bato at ipinalo sa ulo natin is how grown ups put it... or minsan naman kahit kulang na lang eh ihampas sau nung tao ung mga words na "hindi kita mahal at hindi kita mamahalin kahit kailan" eh ng-papaka martyr naman tau... okey lang sa'kin khit hindi nya 'ko mahalin.. bsta ako mamahalin ko sha... masaya na ako dun.. mg-hihintay ako... hanggang ma-realize nya na ako ang mahal nya... sus!! pede ba gumising ka at mg-pakatotoo... hindi ka nya mahal ngaun at hindi ka nya mamahalin.. mahalin ka man nya u cnt deny the fact na ikaw ang huli nyang minahal.. na minahal ka nya dahil wla na ung taong mahal nya, ung taong di nya na kayang iwan para sayo...
we juz hav 2 admit it... okey lng sa'tin ang msaktan tayo khit ngmumukha taung tangga 'coz in a way that "HURT" makes us feel n buhay tayo.. na marunong tayong mg-mahal...
signed,
who deemed @ 7:13 PM
-Friday, February 25, 2005-
ale's bdae
tOday.. bdae ni axe!!
'la lang... went out wid d class...
boring... party... stoopid pipol..
hahaha!!
shud have stayed hOme insteaD... lol..
tired..
gOing tO praga On nOveMber... i think...
shiz...
signed,
who deemed @ 12:34 PM
-Thursday, February 24, 2005-
and so..
aNd sO.. i skiPpeD skUl... agAiN..
nOt daT i waNteD toO..
jUz daT i wOke-uP too late...
[round 9 am]
but hey! we aint doin' neithing, eniwei..
sO i guesS itz all cool..
asmae called me round 12
and dey had the radio at max volume at meto class!!
damn! i shud have been der!!
oH, weLL...
itz 5.30 pm...
and inde pa din ako ng-lulunch...
and mah stomachz shouting at me... hahaha!!!
gOtta eaT...
signed,
who deemed @ 5:24 PM
-Wednesday, February 23, 2005-
three dAyz reSt...
three days rest!! bwahahaha!!
maRzIa's abSeNT... uff...
[sHE alReadY asKeD mE to bE gaBriELLe'S gOd-mOtHeR... ]
sIncE shE's absEnT, 'gIaPpI' mOveD nExT tO mE...
aNd I waS liKe
"aaaahhhh, cUd yOu keEp uR mOutH sHuT fOr jUz oNe sEcOnd!!"
aS iN graBeh... nOn-sToP!! nka-kA baLiW!!
eNiwEI, i guess am nOt skipPinG skuL dIs weEk..
siNcE weR nOt rEaLLy dOing anYtHing..
aSidE frOm d bUttErfLieS and d fiOrdaLisO's...
sO deRs reAlLy nO rEaSOn tO sKiP skuL...
I waS gOing trU mAh fiLeS aNd i fOund soMetHIng i wrOte
tWo oR thRee dayS bEfoRe x-mAs..
hhhmmm.. lapit n matapos ang 2k4... and stil i ask myself... anu nga bang ginawa ko nung 2k4?! anu bang na achieve ko?! hayy.. bkit nga ba ganung kahirap malaman kung anong purpose natin sa mundo... alam ko kaung masasaya ngaung pasko are probably saying "npaka-dramatic namn nitong taong to" but wtf?! i need to rant anyway... am too bored.. damn!! hehehe... hhhmmm... i hav dis fren hu kips on asking if i think a LDR [long distance relationship] wud work.. and i keep on telling him... "NO, IT WON’T!!" di ba nia un ma-gets?! ilang beses n nia saken tinanong un... grabeh, ang kulit... hehehe... mahirap kc eh... shempre di bah... pg ka gcing mo gus2 mo ung taong mhal mo ang una mong nkikita or nkakausap... at bago ka ma2log gus2 mo sha ung huli mong sasabihan ng "gud nyt" not to tok about ur whole day... shempre ket papano gus2 mo rin shang mkasama, di bah?! eh kung ang layo-layo nia... pano un?! cguro kung sandali lng kau mgkakahiwalay at cgurado kau kung kelan ulit kau mg kikita bka pah.. hirap kc ng wlang certainty... hirap din ng wlang nalalapitan, ng wlang nglalambing sau... ng wala kng pinag lalambingan... abah, sabi b nmn ng loko... "pero kung mahal nio tlga ang isa’t isa... it WILL work, it HAS to work!"... ngok?! pede bah?! ket gano mo pa kmahal ang isang tao... lalo na wen ur young... pg alam mong wla sha jan, lalo n pg kelangan mo sha... it will fade... shempre ung taong anjan 4u, n lageng sumasalo sau... eventually, ul fall for dat person... tpos pg ng tagal... matututunan mo n shang mahalin... ah, bastah.. un ung opinion koh... wlang kokontra... kung gus2 nio.. gumawa kau ng sarili niong opinion.. ayt?! =P
pero pano nmn kung ung taong ilang beses mo ng cnabing inde mo mahal eh mahal mo pa rin pala?! pero dead ma k nmn nya?! as in.. lhat n yata ng pedeng gawen eh ngawa mo nah?! [not nmn 2 d point na cheap na ang dating...] ung tipong kulang n lng eh sbihin mo sa mukha nia na "anu bah?! di mo ba lam na mahal kita?! na three years n kitang mahal?! at hanggang ngaun eh mahal pa din kita?!" [ooppss... hahahah] anu nga nmn pede mong gawin?! u feel helpless di bah?! den one day na realize mo n lng n inde mo n pla sha mhal... na life wud b better wid out him... pero teka... inde mo n nga ba sha mahal or pagod ka lng sa pgmamahal sa knya?! eh pano pg-nkita mo shang may ksamang ibang girl... o guy?!? tpos para kang sinksak sa puso?! daz dat prove na mahal mo pa tlaga sha?! n nkapg pahinga na ang puso mo?! n ready ka n ulet mg intay?? mg intay nmn sa anu??? sa pg mamahal nia?! na ma- realize nia one day na mhal ka rin pla nia?! hah!! asa ka pah!! cge lng antay k ng antay.... sa wala?!?? sbi nila wen u luv sum1 u shud fyt for it daw... dnt let go.. eh panu nmn kung ung taong pinag lalaban mo at ayw mo pakawalan ang lumayo at ng let go... panu mo pg lalaban ung luv?! panu ka lalaban sa laban na sa umpisa pa lng alam mong talo ka nah?! eto pah isa... "hold on to ur luv... nver let go... wen its time to let go... ul noe it..." kung merong may alam... pede paki sbi lng saken kung pano ko malalaman na "It’s time"?! i dnt seem to get it eh... how d hell wud i know dat its time?! and if i know na its time na... will i be ready to go of dat luv?! hah, wil i? wil i?! tell me!! to be continued... [maybe, pg ala ulet ako mgawa... hahaha] oh, btw... one last word... luv sucks... 
jUz tOt iL shaRe It wId U gUyz!!
jUz fOr d saKe of sHaRiNg it.. hehe..
signed,
who deemed @ 8:46 PM
-Sunday, February 20, 2005-
itz a boy!!
iTs a bOy!!!
marzia's haviNg a baby bOy...
fOr sum reasON dat NObOdy kNOes sHe decided tO call him "Gabrielle"
*angel gabriel?!*
naH... It jUz daT masSImO
[marzia's future husband,
hU waS sUpPOsEd tO bE hEr tEacHer a yEar agO]
liKeS tHe namE "gabrielle"
[-...-]
*sigh*
skipped school again...
i dUnnO,
iTz jUz daT scHoOlz kiLliNg mE!!
nOt tO taLk abOuT "prOf. saRa",
-mS. kNow iT aLL-
aRgH, d hElL!
signed,
who deemed @ 12:40 AM
-Saturday, February 19, 2005-
atlast!
bwahahaha!!! atlast!!
ayan looking "almost" decent na ang 'blog' [is dat d ryt term?!] koh..
signed,
who deemed @ 11:45 PM
-Thursday, February 17, 2005-
central do brasil
yawn... am tired...
told u peeps not to mind this!! i need diz for mah school works... 
bwahahaha!!! 
signed,
who deemed @ 9:56 PM
-Wednesday, February 16, 2005-
caRd gIviNg dAy!
february 15!! araw ng mga SINGLE!!
as soon as we entered d classrum...
mah classmatez greeted us wid dat enthusiasm,
wid dat "aUgURi!!!" with matching 'beso', big hugz and a big smile...
and we wer like.. huh?! wutt d hell juz happened?!"
i didnt know 15'z 'd sIngLe day' until yesterday...
damn! i hate valentine's day...
anyway... i guess itz still woo-hoo day!!!
[[[view mah friggin' report card]]]
today i got mah report card... itz a relief knowing dat i have good grades...
*almost really* juz cudnt keep ur mouth shut, eh?!
yay! luk at mah attendance... ang dami kong absent...
cnt believe ive made dat much... whew...
oohh.. gonna talk bout valentine's day some other time...
when am in d mood.. plus ders nothing much to talk bout anyway...
*oh come on!! ur juz plain bitter coz u dnt hav a valentine!*
wutt????!!!! no am not!!..
juz not in d mood... really...
yOu tHink yOu knOw me tHat well?!
*yes baby, i do.. and not juz dat... i know u TOO well*
signed,
who deemed @ 12:33 AM
-Friday, February 11, 2005-
twO mOrE dayZ...
*referring to dat thingy up der*
so.. atlast after a long time... nka-pg-'confi' na ulet kami nina bEm and jOeL... woo-hoo!!!
*partying*
but hell!! bigla n lng cla nawala...damn!! guess dey got stuck on a traffic jam..
*thinking bemz serverz cursed*
hahaha... but i really think it is... *sighs* two more dayz... and back to school!!! so much for d one week vacation, eh?! marzia still didnt ring moi.... uff... bout to see mah gud old schoolmates... *being sarcastic*
am tired... and bored... and so here i am... ranting.. again.. 
valentine's day is coming... 
but wait cum to think of it.. itz a gud thing wer going back to school at 14... hahaha.. il b dat bc i wouldnt even hav tym to rant bout not having a 'valentine'.. 
signed,
who deemed @ 7:17 PM
okei... i hate school.. but dang!! ive been here... in front of mah freakin' baby 
since sunday night... dnt hav no wer to go... gud thing i 'stumbled' (meaning alessandra told me bout diz blog thingy...) here.
So... here i am... doing stupid things... as usual... ermm...
oohh... she also told me bout diz 'quizilla' site.. and she answered almost every quizess dun...
and d funny thing... she no speak english... lol... yep! she juz clicked here and clicked there... u noe..
juz like dat... hhhmmm.. itz midnyt... marzia.. (mah friend... juz turned 18 last november- pregnant) was suppossed to call or send me a txt msg bout her medical visit.. and she was to tell me if - its a baby GURL!!! or a baby BOI!! tho i think (actually we all do) it'll b a boi.. sum1 ready to break another gurls hart.. lol
signed,
who deemed @ 1:26 AM
-Thursday, February 10, 2005-
dReaMz
as the night comes, i pray to the LORD
that in my dreams, i see your face
we share the love that i am aware
for your heart's not free and here you can't stay
as the sun rise, with a promise of a beautiful day
a smile in my face for last night was spent with you
as i go on with my day with the love that i feel
hoping that tonight will be as sweet as before
when things seems to be at peace
when everything seems to be in place
in a place that i alone is aware
in my fantasy world
it feels so right it can't be wrong
but still it can't be real
the only thing that keeps my sanity
is the love i feel for thee
or does it make me insane?
i wake with a tears on my eyes
you were not on my dreams last night
and i realize that only now i truly awake.
so... wutt do u people think, huh?!
signed,
who deemed @ 10:54 PM
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