-Wednesday, February 23, 2005- three dAyz reSt...

three days rest!! bwahahaha!!

maRzIa's abSeNT... uff...

[sHE alReadY asKeD mE to bE gaBriELLe'S gOd-mOtHeR... ]

sIncE shE's absEnT, 'gIaPpI' mOveD nExT tO mE...

aNd I waS liKe

"aaaahhhh, cUd yOu keEp uR mOutH sHuT fOr jUz oNe sEcOnd!!"

aS iN graBeh... nOn-sToP!! nka-kA baLiW!!

eNiwEI, i guess am nOt skipPinG skuL dIs weEk..

siNcE weR nOt rEaLLy dOing anYtHing..

aSidE frOm d bUttErfLieS and d fiOrdaLisO's...

sO deRs reAlLy nO rEaSOn tO sKiP skuL...

I waS gOing trU mAh fiLeS aNd i fOund soMetHIng i wrOte

tWo oR thRee dayS bEfoRe x-mAs..

hhhmmm.. lapit n matapos ang 2k4... and stil i ask myself... anu nga bang ginawa ko nung 2k4?! anu bang na achieve ko?! hayy.. bkit nga ba ganung kahirap malaman kung anong purpose natin sa mundo... alam ko kaung masasaya ngaung pasko are probably saying "npaka-dramatic namn nitong taong to" but wtf?! i need to rant anyway... am too bored.. damn!! hehehe... hhhmmm... i hav dis fren hu kips on asking if i think a LDR [long distance relationship] wud work.. and i keep on telling him... "NO, IT WON’T!!" di ba nia un ma-gets?! ilang beses n nia saken tinanong un... grabeh, ang kulit... hehehe... mahirap kc eh... shempre di bah... pg ka gcing mo gus2 mo ung taong mhal mo ang una mong nkikita or nkakausap... at bago ka ma2log gus2 mo sha ung huli mong sasabihan ng "gud nyt" not to tok about ur whole day... shempre ket papano gus2 mo rin shang mkasama, di bah?! eh kung ang layo-layo nia... pano un?! cguro kung sandali lng kau mgkakahiwalay at cgurado kau kung kelan ulit kau mg kikita bka pah.. hirap kc ng wlang certainty... hirap din ng wlang nalalapitan, ng wlang nglalambing sau... ng wala kng pinag lalambingan... abah, sabi b nmn ng loko... "pero kung mahal nio tlga ang isa’t isa... it WILL work, it HAS to work!"... ngok?! pede bah?! ket gano mo pa kmahal ang isang tao... lalo na wen ur young... pg alam mong wla sha jan, lalo n pg kelangan mo sha... it will fade... shempre ung taong anjan 4u, n lageng sumasalo sau... eventually, ul fall for dat person... tpos pg ng tagal... matututunan mo n shang mahalin... ah, bastah.. un ung opinion koh... wlang kokontra... kung gus2 nio.. gumawa kau ng sarili niong opinion.. ayt?! =P

pero pano nmn kung ung taong ilang beses mo ng cnabing inde mo mahal eh mahal mo pa rin pala?! pero dead ma k nmn nya?! as in.. lhat n yata ng pedeng gawen eh ngawa mo nah?! [not nmn 2 d point na cheap na ang dating...] ung tipong kulang n lng eh sbihin mo sa mukha nia na "anu bah?! di mo ba lam na mahal kita?! na three years n kitang mahal?! at hanggang ngaun eh mahal pa din kita?!" [ooppss... hahahah] anu nga nmn pede mong gawin?! u feel helpless di bah?! den one day na realize mo n lng n inde mo n pla sha mhal... na life wud b better wid out him... pero teka... inde mo n nga ba sha mahal or pagod ka lng sa pgmamahal sa knya?! eh pano pg-nkita mo shang may ksamang ibang girl... o guy?!? tpos para kang sinksak sa puso?! daz dat prove na mahal mo pa tlaga sha?! n nkapg pahinga na ang puso mo?! n ready ka n ulet mg intay?? mg intay nmn sa anu??? sa pg mamahal nia?! na ma- realize nia one day na mhal ka rin pla nia?! hah!! asa ka pah!! cge lng antay k ng antay.... sa wala?!?? sbi nila wen u luv sum1 u shud fyt for it daw... dnt let go.. eh panu nmn kung ung taong pinag lalaban mo at ayw mo pakawalan ang lumayo at ng let go... panu mo pg lalaban ung luv?! panu ka lalaban sa laban na sa umpisa pa lng alam mong talo ka nah?! eto pah isa... "hold on to ur luv... nver let go... wen its time to let go... ul noe it..." kung merong may alam... pede paki sbi lng saken kung pano ko malalaman na "It’s time"?! i dnt seem to get it eh... how d hell wud i know dat its time?! and if i know na its time na... will i be ready to go of dat luv?! hah, wil i? wil i?! tell me!! to be continued... [maybe, pg ala ulet ako mgawa... hahaha] oh, btw... one last word... luv sucks...

jUz tOt iL shaRe It wId U gUyz!!

jUz fOr d saKe of sHaRiNg it.. hehe..

signed,
who deemed @ 8:46 PM

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