-Saturday, February 26, 2005- bout love...

hhhmmm.. sumting i wrote on one of my sleepless nyts... two or three weeks ago....

hay... and so i kip on saying na hindi nya ko mahal... but hu am i really trying convince u or myself...?? i kip telling mah self dat i dnt luv u no more... but i stil cnt stop toking bout you... hu am i kidding?! damn!!

we by nature are masochist... khit inde pa natin aminin... we both know that we are... wen we fall inlove wid sum1 and not sure on wat dat ader person feels... kahit obvious na, na mahal ka din nya... ng-iimbento ka pa din ng mga "films" sa utak mo na may mahal shang iba... para tayong kumuha ng bato at ipinalo sa ulo natin is how grown ups put it... or minsan naman kahit kulang na lang eh ihampas sau nung tao ung mga words na "hindi kita mahal at hindi kita mamahalin kahit kailan" eh ng-papaka martyr naman tau... okey lang sa'kin khit hindi nya 'ko mahalin.. bsta ako mamahalin ko sha... masaya na ako dun.. mg-hihintay ako... hanggang ma-realize nya na ako ang mahal nya... sus!! pede ba gumising ka at mg-pakatotoo... hindi ka nya mahal ngaun at hindi ka nya mamahalin.. mahalin ka man nya u cnt deny the fact na ikaw ang huli nyang minahal.. na minahal ka nya dahil wla na ung taong mahal nya, ung taong di nya na kayang iwan para sayo...

we juz hav 2 admit it... okey lng sa'tin ang msaktan tayo khit ngmumukha taung tangga 'coz in a way that "HURT" makes us feel n buhay tayo.. na marunong tayong mg-mahal...

signed,
who deemed @ 7:13 PM

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