-Saturday, October 15, 2005-
I found the sweetest people!
Yes! I found the sweetest people at BB, at my new school... and with my new life... I'm not saying that old friends aren't sweet.. on the contrary... It's just that I felt oh-so loved these past few days... my fone never stopped ringing... I'm overflowed with text messages (SMS).. my classmates last year (since I shifted to night classes) were also there for my papà's funeral.. I've been feeling so down & left-out these past few months that I lost faith in people.. but now I have re-found it! Anyway, I don't really want to talk about it..
then as I was doing my daily rounds of blog-hopping I stumbled on sis Bem's blog and I found this... a part of one (eh?) of her poems...
Sometimes we have to leave someone we love..
Though the feelings is still overflowing..
Not just because he doesn't love you...
But also you're not the one he needs...
Its just so true.. which reminds me... I still have to blog about the entry I made weeks before where I said.... "I had a chat with an old high school friend.. and it made me reconsider some things na akala ko eh part na ng past ko... I'll blog 'bout it pag-mas madami na akong time.. hehe.."
Kaya lang parang nagdadalwang isip pa 'ko... kasi after ng nangyare parang nag-bago nanaman ang isip ko.. parang it made me realize na there's really nothing to reconsider... pag-iisipan ko muna, aite?!
Special bate to those who showed me "sum luv".. you know who you all are... I'll post a link next time... Its just a little too difficult ngayon.. my touchpad once again is messed up..
oohhh, and yeah, I didn't go to the BSB concert... for reasons that are so obvious! heheh!
signed,
who deemed @ 12:06 AM
-Saturday, October 08, 2005-
...
I won't be blogging for a couple of days.. weeks maybe..
so, first ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEM
and dun sa mga ka-link exchange ko.. I'll add you as soon as I can.
signed,
who deemed @ 1:55 AM
-Thursday, October 06, 2005-
I'm starting to like school.. again
yeah, shifting to night classes made me appreciate school once again..
I don't know if its juz me but I find night classes way better.. I mean, everyone's so friendly.. even the profs. Hindi naman iba ang profs eh, yung mga dati kong prof. nung umaga sila din yung pang-gabi, except for my "cultura medica" [kayo na humanap ng translation.. hehe..] prof. dahil yung prof. namin last year's pregnant.. so yun, ang bago naming prof. eh si prof. Achille, sa labas ng room we call him Achille, w/o the prof. kasi he's young (probably 25-27 years of age) and gay (so he's nicer!) hehe... basta iba yung atmosphere.. "age doesn't matter".. gaya kanina.. picture taking.. hehe... Ohh.. and yeah, I had a chat with an old high school friend.. and it made me reconsider some things na akala ko eh part na ng past ko... I'll blog 'bout it pag-mas madami na akong time.. hehe..
signed,
who deemed @ 11:59 PM
-Tuesday, October 04, 2005-
Late at Night
It's 11:45 in the evening.. at kakarating ko lang galing sa school... October pa lang, pagod na pagod at lamig na lamig na ako.. kakayanin ko pa kaya?! magtatatlong weeks na akong unemployed... (not that binabayaran ako before) kailangan ko na talagang humanap ng matinong trabaho para maka-pag ipon for the driver's license and a 2nd hand 3rd hand na sasakyan.. pag hinde baka February pa lang sumuko na 'ko sa pag-pasok!
One of the few things na sumisira sa isang lovely rainy day night *yeah, I love the rain!* eh pag-umuulan na kahit ambon(?) lang eh palaging late dumarating ang mga bus at mga tren (tren nga ba tagalog sa tram?), kagaya ngayon, 10:30 natapos ang klase namen, tapos late pa mag-si dating ang mga tren at bus.. kaya nung mga 30 mins. na 'kong nag-aantay sa bus (95) nag-lakad na ko, hanggang sa susunod na bus na sasakyan 'ko (mga 4 na bus stop), hindi naman yung paglalakad ang problema eh, hinde din ung ulan or yung lamig.. kasi sa totoo lang, I love to walk, I love the rain, and I hate the heat.. ang problema eh, yung mga mayayabang na driver na kulang na lang eh paliguan sa talamsik(?) ng tubig sa sobrang bilis nilang magpatakbo yung mga nag-lalakad sa sidewalk.. okei hindi pa 'to nangyayare sa'kin pero kanina may mag-inang nag-lalakad na kasabay ko, actually nasa unahan ko sila, tapos eto yung isang sasakyan na parang nakikipag-karera nabasa tuloy yung dalawa... hay naku! kakawa tuloy.. Ang isa pang problema yung mga pampam (as my 4 yrs. old friend call prostitutes) sa mga 20 mins. kong paglalakad, 7 pampam ang nakita ko, yung 2 sa kanila hinarang ako... medyo natulala nga ako eh.. haha..
1st pampam: hi.. (seductive voice)
me: eh?
1st p: I said hi (then smiles)
me: *shocked*
1st p: How much money do you have?
me: oohh.. I'm not interested! (sabay takbo!)
then after a few meters of walking I saw the third pampam
3rd p: hi (seductive voice) [pina-practice yata nila yun.. pare-pareho sila ng sinasabi eh.. hehe]
me: I'm hetero... (smile then walk away)
then a few steps where I'm supposed to take the last bus, I found the 7th pampam..
7th: hi (seductive voice)
me: I'm not interested, I have no money and I'm hetero
7th: okei, I'll wait for the bus with you.. just to make sure you don't get into any trouble..
me: aaahhh.. okei.. as you wish..
sa loob-loob ko lang iniisip ko: "okei lang kaya 'tong babaeng 'to?"
pero thankful na din ako kasi sinamahan nya ko pag-iintay sa bus, atleast hindi ako mukhang tanga na nag-iisang nag-aantay ng bus habang napapanisan ng laway.. ang negative nga lang eh:
una, 4 or 5 times yata kaming hinintuan ng mga sasakyan asking "mag kano per hour?" habang may 3 na pilipino na pinag-chichismisan kami.. at
pangalawa, pinalampas nya yung chance nyang kumita.. hehe..
I'm weird, yes, in my own little ways, I am weird and I'm aware of that... (I used weird not eccentric) and I guess that's one of the things that my mates appreciate about me, and that's what I like about them too.. (ahh, a group of weird people!) weird things actually happen to us (tipong, yung ibang tao eh mapapa- "tsk, tsk.. sa inyo lang pedeng mangyare yang mga bagay na yan.. kakaiba talaga kayo").. our facts are weird and the way we think is weird... and the situation of where I live is just one fact to be added to the "weird list", (or atleast that's what they say).. you see, it would technically take me 5 mins. (10 mins. max, with the traffic and all) to drive home from school and vice versa, if and only if, I had my own car (or driver.. or a friend that would drive me home, who'll end up as my driver.. hehe!) but since I have to take the bus and the trains (tram) it takes me a whole hour (sometimes, 1 hr & 45 mins. pag-traffic) to reach home... and that people, they say is weird.. ewan ko lang sa inyo.. but I don't think it is...
signed,
who deemed @ 11:58 AM
-Sunday, October 02, 2005-
Ngek!
Ang pinag-uusapan, ang pinag-kakaguluhang...
"BATUKAN BLUES"
Sa totoo lang, wala akong alam tungkol sa batukan na 'to, aside from those hear-say.. nalaman ko lang ang tungkol dito nung walang tigil na nag-post ng nag-post si Bem at ipinakita sa lahat ng Friendster's nya kung gano kalaki galit nya dahil sa binatukan ang "mahal" nya.. hehe.. Totoo, galit sya sa sino ba yung bumatok, assistant manager, manager or coach?! anyway, dun sa taong yun galit si Bem hanggang kagabi na kausap ko sha.. nag-uusok pa din ilong (o tenga) nya sa galit.. I was trying to change the topic to calm her down.. and all.. [dahil na din sa galit nya sa mga taga-la salle, eh I know people who graduated & still studying at La Salle] baka kasi mamaya kami naman ang mag-away.. haha.
tata people!
signed,
who deemed @ 6:30 PM
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