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  -Sunday, July 31, 2005-
Stupid me.. or maybe NOT?

I dunno.. last week fader dir offered me a plane ticket to spend christmas vacation in the Pilipins...
and since I am what I am... I refused the offer.. i dunno.. parang mali eh..
parang inde pa ngayon yung right time para bumalik ako doon..
madami pang dapat magbago, madami pang dapat gamutin.. (naks!), masakit pa din kasi eh, dami pang dapat kalimutan.. so I guess I ain't that stupid after all, eh?
Ah, ewan.. so, kelan yung time na magiging ready na ako?! To be honest, hinde ko rin alam but i'm sure not soon..

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  -Friday, July 29, 2005-
no title... hhhmmm...

Book of days
hhmmm... since i had to repeat highschool and all i am now the oldest (oh, shocks! haha!) in mah group of peeps.. and thou i'm not really that mature, they still tend to ask me for things and they actually listen to what i say... hehe... anyway, i guess that's one of the reasons why before leaving for france, asmae and marzia decided to give the this book... with matching card that reads, (translated, of course) "to the best adviser in the whole wide world.. the best listener and the best seatmate... hope this help you exercise your advising skills since we won't be here.. if you know what we mean.. haha! ... blah, blah, blah..."

anyway, it's been quite a while now.. but i'm not really in the mood to go on ranting blogging at the moment... and oh.. i already finished Mike Gayle's *his n hers* and moved to Paolo Coelho *veronika decides to die*

something from the new received book.. since, i'm not in the mood to rant blog..

the first paragraph for July 29

Why a Man's Feelings Change

When couples move too quickly to experience intimacy, a man doesn't experience again and again how much he wants to be with a woman. In some cases he will realize how special she is to him only when she backs off and stops pursuing him. Quite often a man will pull back, and then- once the woman has let go- spring back with greater desire and love.

PONDER PEOPLE.. PONDER... hehe!

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  -Monday, July 18, 2005-
Yet again, I say, Life IS unfair

First, today's my last day at the hospital... no more interviews, no more research and no more deadlines... I went to work with sunshine-happy feeling, greeted Glenda and the staff with the bigest smile I have... but then Glenda called me to her office.. she was like, "Geri, I need to tell you something, got a minute?" then showed me the way to her office.. she only calls me Geri, when she's really in a good mood that her eyes goes bling-bling or when she needs a favour. So there... "Umm, listen Geri, I know today's your last day here but the others "threw their weapons", *I was huh?*, I hate it when she talks that way!, anyway, she wanted me to continue the works of those people who decided to quit! so more papers to me!

Second, since I had a shitty bad day, when fader dir asked me to call brother in the philippines, I was more than willing cuz I thought it'll be nice to hear some good news... but guess what? I don't know how three doctors could make the same mistakes, they thought the cancer was gone.. but when brother made the fourth check-up they found that the mother-cancer? *I dunno kung un nga tawag dun, but to what I heard un nga ang tawag* was still there, big as ever... *if the tumor is located in a bone behind the nose, what's it called then, cancer of the bone? cancer of the brain?*

Don't get me wrong, I still have that strong faith in God, I still believe in miracles and all... I don't blame anyone for what happens, I know things happen for a reason...

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  -Saturday, July 16, 2005-
Miracles... Do they really exist?

Since I don't have (don't want) anything better to do... here I am blogging again..

I was five (or atleast I think I was) or six when I first believed and I mean REALLY believed on the existance of Guardian Angels, I was crossing the road when a *jeepney* almost hit me.. It was that close that people who saw me actually thought that I was injured. So when they found me there, infront of the jeep, *probably schocked, I don't really remember* without any injuries, they were stunned, and one of them said, "Iniligtas ng anghel".
After that I don't really remember anything else... all I know is I started praying "Angel of God (...) to rule and guard, Amen." *obviously, I don't remember it's name*
Then Tv series like "touched by an angel", anghel (or is it "angel"? the one aired on ABS-CBN years ago) and shows such as, entered my life. I then met people who believed in the same things that I do. One of them was a friend from elementary, Nesy (and her mum).. it's a long story.

Anyway, going back to miracles, I have a strong faith in God, I believe that angels exist, I'm not religious, I'm not a church goer, tho I pray before I go to sleep, and to be honest I'm not really sure if I believe in miracles.. until 2 days ago.
A few months ago, my eldest brother was told that he has cancer, knowing that he's the *primario* head doctor? (what the hell, is it called again?) of a certain hospital administrated by the government, when he told the family that it was nothing, (practically saying that the diagnosis was inaccurate), we believed him, until a colleague of him called my other brother and told him that my brother was dying, giving him 6-9 months to live.
but then after lots of medications and stuffs, he is now cured, or atleast that's what he affirms now. So yeah, I guess I'd have to say that I'm starting to believe in miracles. Well, maybe I should consider the fact that I am here breathing, blogging a miracle...


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First things first... It's been a looong time since I promised to post a pic of gabri... It took me some time cuz my friggin' fone got messed up... So here are the pics. that his papa sent me..

GABRI GABRY with PUFFA

---oOo---

Anyway, this coming monday will be my last day at work... yep! *atlast!* and i'm loaded with tons and tons and tons and tons... of work... So you're probably wondering *what the hell are you blogging for?* Well, it's 2 in the morning.. you don't really expect me to still be working, are you? [plus the fact that I'm feeling really lazy] okei, now I'm having problems on what to type next...
I need to find a new JOB one that pays!, I can't stay here at home.. I just can't.. so, got any job for me???

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  -Sunday, July 10, 2005-
I hatE suMmEr

I've always been open on how much I hate summer... Aside from the excessive heat and all... I am almost forced to stay here at home... (Thank Prof. de Maria for the OJT!) *yeah, right...*



Reasons for hating this SUMMER:

  1. I'm not exactly what you call a sun person...
  2. The heat.
  3. I hate the fact of having to stay home... I can't go out (or better yet, I don't want to go out) with this heat.
  4. I have sun burns without even going to the beach.
  5. The mosquitoes! The oh so terrible blood sucking MOSQUITOES...
  6. I tend to drink so much more liquids and as to that (does that make sense?) I need to go to the bathroom every 5 minutes to go pee... and that's really annoying hard when I'm at work...
  7. People are easily irritated coz of the heat and that irritates me..
  8. Did I say it's really hot here?
  9. I've got no allowance coz it's a no school day...
  10. I work but I don't get paid!
  11. I haven't been to any place other than Milan.
  12. There's nothing good on the television... until 2 in the morning
  13. The bus and the train (TRAM) - awful smell...
  14. There's too much light.
  15. The sky, at night... NO STARS!! Imagine that!
  16. the only meal that you really appreciate is a cup of your favourite ice cream and iced tea
  17. The hospital's wardrobe.
  18. Birthday invitations... small, crowded places...
  19. Almost everyone I know (people that I could actually hang out with) are already on their vacation... huhuhu! And me? Have to stay here working... for what? For the glory?! Hahaha! *go, go, gaga!* hehehe!
  20. Most of the time my parents are home... and they're really loud... and I can't concentrate on the work that I have to finish... actually this should be... they're really loud, period!
  21. Coz I realized that I miss school... aaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!
  22. I'm really bored.. (go figure... )


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  -Thursday, July 07, 2005-
Ate Thess!

haha! It's 3:42 in the morning... and I just finished my report... and finished sending you, my birthday greetings (yes, greeting"S")... and at this exact moment I'm also chatting with you tru YM.. and since I'm mental... (duh! *belat!*) Anyway, Just want to greet you here... so...

Happy, Happy, Happy Birthday, Ate Thess!
I miss you so much... bilisan mo pag-punta mo dito..
I'm wishing you all the best things Life has to offer 'coz u really deserve it!
And paki upakan mga office mate mo... On my behalf, of course! =)
Luvyah, Ate! muah!


** Okei I think it's time for me to go and get some sleep... be blogging later... after work maybe... hhmmm...
bye peeps!

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  -Wednesday, July 06, 2005-
nOthiNg mucH...

YOU TOO CAN HELP TO HELP!


It's almost nine and I just got home from work! (the work wer i don't get paid!), it's really unbelievable that I ain't that tired.. hhhmm.. maybe coz I received a little help from a friend... (thanks! really appreciate it!). Anyway, remember the trip to London? Hah! I decided not to go, so I told fader dir that the trip was cancelled... hhmmm... feeling guilty? nah... it's all good...

*growl* Okei, gotta go.. i'm hungry... haha!


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yep! I'm at work.. well... break time naman eh.. hehe!
ah, yesterday I had dinner with my former classmates & some of my profs. last year..
It's a "tradition" in our group "ang kal-kal" your friend's bag... and my Italian prof. saw that I had 2 books in my bag.. both in english, so they told me to drop one of the books at pumili ng isang book in Italian.. so there.. I dropped "Wild Oats" and picked "Ildiko von Kurthy's" book..

I also received 3 books from my ex classmates.. =)

Naked Lunch William Burroughs' **Naked Lunch: the restored text** I find it really interesting.. looking forward to reading it! (though, I'd prefer reading the orig. hehe!)

Bad Mother's Handbook Kate Long's **The Bad Mother's Handbook** (from Marzia... go figure! haha!) looks like a funny book..

Veronika decides to die Paulo Coelho's **Veronika decides to die** The story of my life?!...(daw!) we'll have to wait and see... after ko mabasa... I'll let you know.. haha!

hhhmm.. the dinner was lotsa fun.. I really missed them.. It was nice seeing them again.. kaya lang inggit ako.. huhuhu! lahat sila punta na sa mga destination ng vacation nila.. tapos kami... eto.. stuck sa trabaho... Okei.. gotta go eat... heheh...

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  -Tuesday, July 05, 2005-
I'm half way out to the "real-world"


I don't pay the bills, I don't live on my own, and I still don't know how to cook.. (Remember: I said HALF way out) For me the real world is the place outside my own world, (u get me?) with lots of new doors to open and windows to sneak in.. hehe! Well, last month after my finals...
[WAIT! Stop! Rewind muna tayo sa past... hehe]
[before I go on, I need to explain some school things here..]


~this is how things work here (or at least, at my school & my course) :

All college courses (and I said ALL) is 5 yrs. long.
On your first year- life's easy... you're a little traumatized coz of the new school... and stuffs.. but life's definitely EASY. On your summer vacation you get tons of school works that you can finish (or not do), it's really up to you, just be sure you don't have any failing (debiti) or any grades close to being a failing grade.. haha! (does that makes sense?)

Second year- life's still easy but not as easy as before... but it's basically the same thing, same subjects, same schedule.. just a little more stressing. Summer vacation= same as first year.

Third year- now, life's harder... I lost some subjects (i.e. science, economics, music and arts) and in return I got anatomy (dreadful!), law (easier than eco), literature, and metodologia. Oh, and there's the OJT (called "tirocinio" or "stage" , here). You also get to stay longer at school, and you have to pass the "finals" (yeah, 1st, 2nd and 4th year= no final exams!) and since you have to pass the final exams school peeps are so much tolerant of you... You can do stupid stuffs and get away with it! hehehe! And another good thing about being on this year is *tan-ta-na-nah* NO SCHOOL works on SUMMER!

Fourth year- as to what I heard, economy is back, but you get to loose metodologia. Still you have to do the OJT, but since you'll be having the board exams next year, you're given a chance to finish your OJT for the 4th & 5th year sa summer ng 3rd year. So you can concentrate in studying this year. School works for summer? Yep!

Fifth and last year at school- I really don't know that much bout this... just that there's the board exam and no more OJT coz you already finished it last year, remember?.

Okei after this long explaination.. I'll go back to the "blogging" hehe!

[goind back to the first topic, which is the half way out to the real world]

last month after my finals I opened a new door, I was supposed to be staying at home the whole summer with my new guitar and a guide on how to play it, but since our psychology professor asked some of us to go to this hospital to do some job (for free) w/c has nothing to do with what I’m studying... and since I decided to go, I am now a working girl with no salary, uugghhh!

Believe me she's really good at convincing people, she said, the hours we'll be spending there will be considered as OJT hours and that it’ll be a good experience, to see what the real world looks like.. So, June 07, I presented myself at Ospedale Maggiore- POLICLINICO, where I work for the hospital's Public Relations Office (URP) to do some Research & to do some valuation stuffs.. So, yeah.. every (almost) single day of the week.. I go on walking to 10 different departments to interview different kind of people, the whole day.. *stressing*

[change topic]

last week my ninong (tito) Alison with my cousin Jerome left to spend their vacation at the Philippines, yes I envy them but at the same time I’m content on spending my summer here.


E-N-V-Y:
Coz I miss the Philippines, I miss the people.. and all..
Coz I want to see Marky's baby, and Aiza's baby, and go on gimmicks with ate tet and ate tess!

C-O-N-T-E-N-T:
Coz there's really nothing to do there.. since, summer vacation down there is over..
Coz I really don’t know how I'll feel going back there, I mean I've been gone for so long..
Coz I still don't have the budget! hehe!
Coz I'll probably feel SO out of place down there..

Reasons, reasons, reasons!!!


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  -Monday, July 04, 2005-
test.

test for the new lay out!
wahahaha! yes! my new lay out (not so diff. compared to the latest lay out, really)
is now up & working..

COMING SOON... update stories! haha!

laters peeps!

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  -Sunday, July 03, 2005-
long tym, no blog.

yep! hehe.. been a while now.. but no updates.. for now.. hehe
im working on a new layout.. =D
so watch out! hehehe... bye!

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