okei.. if life has sense then living life won't be as complicated as it is... and probably it won't be worth living it.. i mean wala na yung gusto... life is already tedious by nature.. yung pag-hahanap natin sa sense ng buhay (or kung bakit tayo nabuhay?) eh isa sa mga (konting?) dahilan kung bakit hanggang ngayon eh buhay pa rin tayo.. or atleast, ako.. hehehe... i mean, take me for example, i'm 21, i found out my oldest brother has cancer (tho paulit-ulit nya sinasabi na he's feeling better.. i know na sinasabi nya lang yun 'coz he's the oldest.. i know.. i know..), i lost my father last october, i have PCOS, my family's tearing apart (w/c in some way was expected..), i dropped school 2 months ago, i'm unemployed, i have no life... or better yet my life sucks.. BIG TIME!... now tell me.. if i know why i am here... kung alam ko ang sense ng life... may reason pa ba for me to stay here?! uuuggghhh... life's unfair...

anyway, there's this one person named Platinette, real name Mauro Coruzzi, and for some reason that i don't know and can't explain... (and i really don't care why) i am fascinated by her. fascinated in a way that i find her astute, funny, straight forward and know what she wants...and eventually gets it.. i'm not fascinated that "when i grow up, i wanna be just like her!" way.. yung mga nakatira dito, sigurado ako na kilala nila si Platinette, and sigurado ako na may mga nag-tataas na ng kilay dyan... & probably thinking na i'm weird... (anu pa bang bago?) pero kung iisipin nyo talaga & papakinggan yung mga sinasabi nya & yung mga ideas nya, kahit pabiro nya sinasabi (and most times in a sarcastic way), may sense pa din sya.. pinagagaan nya yung mga sobrang hirap intindihin na topics, tipong ginagawa nyang casual yung formal.. hehe.. basta..

i know.. this is the exact same entry i posted sa friendster... hehe.. tc ev'ryone.. =)

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